THE PROPOSAL – I

 

To Her ,

I never thought i  would do this. I never thought i would say this, like this. In front of the whole world.

But then , since i have met you nothing has happened the  way i thought it would.

I have rarely got a chance to think and plan the next hour of my life, forget planning my life instead.

You don’t meet the criteria i set for my life partner and i don’t think you ever can . You are not tall enough, you are not fair enough and to worsen it all you have the weirdest sense of fashion.

But you have done things , which no one else did. And i don’t think they ever can.

You have filled my black, blue and grey life with colours. I now feel white, orange, pink , red , yellow , green  (and all the other shades i can’t even differentiate in reality )

You have made me happy. Sometimes in ways, i didn’t know it existed and sometimes when i didn’t want too ( stop eavesdropping and laughing on other’s talks. okay? ).  I have laughed till my stomach hurt, I have cried while laughing in moments and places that I shared with you.

You have made me angry. I had never felt such intense rage before. Today my blood boils if you even try to mockingly pity yourself.  You, of all people, should know your value and no one in this world  can let you feel lesser than the amazing charm you are. Not even you. ( Maybe, sometimes the guard outside your building can. Until you stop jumping through the walls.)

You have made me strong. (Not physically. You need to learn things about that from me though ). You have made me believe in myself , in all twists and turns. Your ways  have been weird though , just like you. But you have been the sole motivation (and irritation too, sometimes baby)  in my hardest times.

You have made me weak. The very thought of loosing you , of never being able to hear your endless chatter and  that crackling laughter( please learn to laugh like a lady) , pains me. And that pain is indescribable . But i know where it pains. Right here , in the centre of my ribs. As if someone , just took everything from my inside and left air that weighs more than a billion stones.

Its not that i wont find the girl of my criteria ( i am a superstar, i know ). I don’t want her.

I want you.

You might not want me back. And that’s okay. Because you don’t deserve anything less than the best. And if i am not the best for you, i don’t want you to want me.

I say this today in front of the whole world, because i want the world to know. That you darling , are a Gem. The most precious gem this world will ever see.  You are to be kept safe, close to the heart and protected at all cost.

And if and only if, you feel that i am worthy enough, I,  ask you to be the gem of my life.  To spread light and love in my world, in ways just you can do.

It would of, course not be an easy journey. Because while you might be a gem, you are a stubborn piece.  And so am I. And i am one stubborn ass. But no one said it would be Easy. All they said, is that , It would be worth it. 

From Him

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Put your HAPPY on ! :)

All around the world , people are looking for just one thing. A nine letter word. No , money is  just five letters.

Everybody is in pursuit of Happiness . We all want to be Happy . And yet , if i ask any one  what does happiness mean ? No one comes up  with a fixed framework of their needs. We all want to be happy and yet are unable to tell what happiness exactly is!

No , this does not mean we need to immediately go looking for a dictionary and learn the definition.

This only means that happiness can never be exclusively defined. And that is only because Happiness is not an object. Its search is not like the ” heerey kahn hai? ” from our dear old bollywood flicks. It is not material. Money won’t buy it. Although it would buy loads of other things that makes us happy 😛

Happiness is  a pure emotion that can be felt at any moment in our life. Any second. Anything that relaxes us ,  pleases us, calms us down , is joyful , is shared makes us happy .

The moment we feel blessed  ,  we are happy 🙂

well then you may ask , what is the whole point of this post? 😛

Actually , a ride to my grandparent’s home , just like when i was a little 4 year old,  triggered this gyan in me 😛 .

All time we are running , frantically looking for something that is infact felt in our day to day routines.

Here are certain moments that cheer me up and delight me. Make me happy . I am absolutely sure , that i am not alone in these.

so while we still have teeth , lets take time out and cherish these moments and obviously , put our happy on 😀

  • A cold fresh water bath on a typical “dilli wali garmi ” hot and humid day. WOW.

    This would be PERFECT.
    This would be PERFECT
  • Laughing with your friends , on something silly . Laughing uncontrollably , for apparently no reason. Till your stomach hurts and eyes cry ! 😉
  • The ride back HOME , from anywhere. Whether its after years,  months or just 8 hours of office. The degree of happiness is always the same …    C__Data_Users_DefApps_AppData_INTERNETEXPLORER_Temp_Saved Images_040de01c8fc513f2c8a00811af41ff4f
  • When  you see random people helping other  random strangers.  Knowing that humanity actually exists , every time brings up  a smile on face . The confidence that some day sometime some Bajrangi Bhaijan will appear for  me too is  contenting.
  • An already warm blanket on a chilly cold December day. Nothing is more comforting and heavenly…C__Data_Users_DefApps_AppData_INTERNETEXPLORER_Temp_Saved Images_76897a1f742afe5b28d7f11f78ebc240
  • Clearing misunderstandings. A slight confusion can create a ruckus in your life. The attached drama with it only brings irritation and pain . The way your life eases out after clearing such doubts is nothing less than a blessing.
  • Recognition for you work. Whether its a simple praise or a decent appraisal , it works both ways 😛 . Deny all you want , but you are truly happy when you make yourself proud and everybody agrees to it as well !
  • Watching re runs of your favourite show. For me its F.R.I.E.N.D.S , any day!!! And any time.
  • Lazying around all day. Once a while , it relaxes you to know that the world will be functional even if you just sleep. Ahhh..so  soothing it is 😉 . C__Data_Users_DefApps_AppData_INTERNETEXPLORER_Temp_Saved Images_32027e2f714e06ff5ff305ec7a34db38
  • The aroma of tasty food. NOTHING MORE TO SAY C__Data_Users_DefApps_AppData_INTERNETEXPLORER_Temp_Saved Images_752490be8ba7748171874de33b0bf508
  • Dressing up. A simple tee and jeans works best for me. But occasionally a pretty dress and little make up is even bester ! 😛 😛 ( i don’t know what’s better than best ,you see 😛 )
  • No  Exams . HAAHA HAA ( read in the devil’s voice please 😀 )

And lastly , because this all started with grandparents ,  the best feeling in the world is when your parents  are scolding you and they protect you like

TAKE THAT MOM!!!
TAKE THAT MOM!!!

LOL..nothing beats this satisfaction actually 😛 😉

Have a happy life you guys 🙂